Today (6th August) I gave blood; it was my first time ever and at the start of it I was a little anxious. I don’t like needles; I can usually handle pain fairly well but there’s just something about needles I don’t like. Nonetheless I made the first step towards doing something worthwhile.

It happened very randomly; I was walking to get some candy and the next minute I decided to go and give blood (and I didn’t even get to the lolly shop). We actually talked about giving blood over dinner a couple of nights ago and I guess it got to me. I walked to the van and approached the friendly staff, two of which were psychology students studying the blood giving experience for first time donors. Usually people make appointments, but it just so happened that there was one last time spot at 3:30pm, which was the time then.

As I thought I would only be out for a little while getting candy, I didn’t bring a jacket. So while waiting I was suffering the consequences and hence shivering, which could be from a combination of my anxiety and chilliness although at that time I thought it was probably just the weather. I filled in the paperwork and the pre donation questionnaire, which I offered to participate in, and there was a bunch of questions asking about how I was feeling. I have to say I was feeling a little more negative than usual.

Once it was my turn I walked in van. I got pricked for a haemoglobin test and the result was good; I had a reading of 165, which is quite high according to the nurse. My blood pressure was also good; 121 / 71, so physically I wasn’t stressed. Then came the moment of truth. I jumped on the bed and laid out my left arm trying not to think about the needle. I avoided looking at the needle, and in an instant there was a quick sting and that was it; it was in me. I don’t remember much discomfort as I was happily passing out my fluids. It ended in about 10-15 minutes and was given a popper, cheese, crackers and chocolate. I had to wait 15 minutes before they let me go so I used it to fill the post donation questionnaire.

It had the same questions, but this time around when I was filling out the form I felt much more positive. I felt more confident, more at ease and happy. It is somewhat like the feeling you get after finishing an exam. The feelings experienced were quite different before and after the blood donation. There was also a feeling of righteousness and peace. I know giving blood isn’t so much of a big deal but you can’t help feeling like a better person. I have already made an appointment for next time and I know this time round it won’t be as negative.